Flashbacks

Sidetrack and viewed some fb albums, still remember how badly I cried when I was at Aussie. Before going, I'm already like sobbing so sadly and came all the way to your place and gave u a Mac SURPRISE! accompanied you to work, and got ready for the trip at night. Was almost tearing when I saw the last sms u sent me before I board the plane. And immediately when I reached Gold Coast, I gave u an sms cos I know you were worried of the H1N1 condition. Bought the prepaid card gave you a call, and that time I was already crying and missing you badly. Every morning I will see your sms and give you a reply, and not forgetting to give you a call at night. whopping 300bucks of hp bill for this trip. worthwhile to just hear your voice and feeling reassured. not forgetting that you updated our little diary every day till I came back. I wanna cry again when I read what u wrote for me, and all the mini drawings.. :)



Imagine I really left, and I wonder how much tears I'll be shedding? haiyo.
fly kite, picnic, zoo, flyer, sushi, ikea, popeyes, ecp, movies, shopping, feasting.... everything is so different without you with me..and I find it so hard to carry out these activities...

Never knew I needed

I AM REAL DEAD. SUPER DEAD. DAMN DEAD. PANIC ATTACK!

5 hours sleep everyday. tell me about it.

Sorry no clubbing. no clubbing. no clubbing. Don't try to ask me to Halloween Parties too. I don't want! All not interested! Unless ya guys really wanna see me retain! choi!

Because you said, I wasn't that kind of girl, and so I should not be. Change for the better, and learn to love life.

Chances

I am stucked in hotshot cafe again doing my work. so wanna go over to old can A to look for vv and friends can! :(

Ended DED 100 presentation today, finally! am happy! :D not very fantastic i guess. hmm. as in content, well i'm not exactly bothered :p anyways, 2 more individual essays, 3 presentations, 4 exams to go! *pouts* This week i promise to stay at home and diligently do my work and post it at safeassign on MONDAY. hopefully. lol!

I look damn cui plus that pair of huge eyebags thst's bigger than my eyes :( I want my 8 hours of sleep can?Caffine doesnt work on me anymore. I survived starbucks, yakun and hotshot for these past few weeks can. esp whenever I pass by starbucks while walking home, I won't hesitate to get a drink there. tsk.

I feel for a macbook pro and a crumpler/ longchamp bagpack. lol! i nearly gt myself a muji backpack yesterday! luckily i was stopped. LOL!

TATA! i wanna do my SS in case jon kills me. LOL! he knew i wasn't in the right state of mind for the past few weeks, and he did alot of work for me. so, I must jiayou! :D jiemei u're the best okay! and my tiang too! moral supporters at school!








we're actually have a weird r/s. neither friends, nor lovers. I cannot explain. but well, i hope time can tell.

Doesn't mean anything

used to dream of being a millionaire
without a care
but if i'm still in my dreams
and you aren't there
cuz it's over
that just won't be fair

darlin'...

i'd rather be poor woman living on the street
no food to eat
cuz i don't want nobody
if i have to cry
cuz it's over
when you said goodbye

all at once
i had it all
but doesn't mean anything
now that you're gone

from above
seems i had it all
but it doesn't mean anything
since you're gone

now i see myself through different eye's
it's no surprise
being alone will make you realize
when it's over
all in love is fair

i shoulda been there i shoulda been there i shoulda shoulda

i know i pushed you away
what can i do that will save our love
take these material things
they don't mean nothing
it's you that i want

Knock you down

Everytime I leave,

I just feel like my tears are coming out...

My sunshine, I need you my sunshine.

Tell me about your day, even its just for a while.

i need it to carry on;

Party in the USA

I can just shut my eyes any time. rahh rahh rahh so sleepy.
I hate PBL eversince I know about it and now... I'm stucked with it AGAIN! sighs.

Having a bad cough and throat is damn itchy, i wanna put my fingers into my throat to scratch lah!

I just wanna sleep i just wanna sleep i just wanna sleep.
Peer influence is strong, definitely. friday night was so subconscious to me still. stop all these music and party, cos I don't seem to be in the right mind at all :/

This is the game of CONCENTRATION

Thanks lor, for telling me that i have pimples :/ very affected can.
I'm going to do many masks and SLEEP EARLY from now on!

No more late nights, no more clubbings except this weekend.

time to settle down and play the CONCENTRATION game!!! :s

Huiyi's hp was lost at Butterfac, gone with all the pictures! YAY! haha erm I am happy because i don't knw what kind of pictures are inside, and I don't want rumours to spread. Whats in the club, ends in the club. phews. Seriously I'm not interested in anyone and have no intentions to. Just wanna have fun, can't I? :p



I'm happy for now. Get over, take it easy! :D

The next episode

Countdown birthday party at Butterfac!BZE alumni gathering, Canele dinner & lastly Love Happens.
Come back with more detailed updates! 5am and just back home trying to go to bed. Sleep time is damn screwed :s

More clubbings to come! Yayyyyyy :D

Too bad that lousy pick up lines don't work on me. Try harder! Haha!

Thanks all for 'protecting' me again last night! Was surrounded badly. &&&& most importantly my bestest best friends who are always all out for me! Love you all! Thank you!!! & those smses and fb! I'm officially 21 now! :p

thanks girls :D

Thanks girls for the surprise! Love today to the max max max! We went Marina Barage for a mini celebration and took so much pictures until we were sweaty and sticky :p
We shall hang out again soon as promised!

Now my spongebob helium sings....."Happy Birthday to youuuuuuu :D"

* * * *
Its time to shut my eyes and ears. see no evil, hear no evil. thank you for letting me know he is perfectly normal and moving on with life, but I guess I don't need these blanks to be filled. anyway why should he even find it difficult?

I know many people are just waiting to watch this good show that I'd broke up with him, got hurt by him, he dumped me in the end and I get my karma. clap clap if this is the ending that ya'll are looking forward to, you have it! Stop even asking me why did it happened, cos it seems so sudden. Always feeling like there's forever, but in fact there might not even be tomorrow. For this time I don't even wanna explain myself further. enuff said.

3 more days and I'm out! booohooooo!

How could you be so, cold as the winter wind when it breeze, yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me yo
You know need to watch the way you talkin' to me, yo
I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me
Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

In school

its awful to wake up early in the morning and feeling drowsy :s

& I am really trying hard to finish my ded100 @ the cafe despite *

so now back to work with a good cup of latte by my side :)

If i finished that lasagne, i'm gonna have a lump on my tummy again :/

random note, I need new lingerie *opps*

I'd met my worst fear;

My 21st Birthday!

Finally uploaded my birthday pics! and tagged everyone! omg its a big big hassle can :p

I enjoyed my birthday very much! was too busy to even eat, constantly entertaining my guests and taking pictures!

Appreciate all the expensive presents like LV, COACH, FCUK, PRADA,AGNES B from japan CR, perfumes ( Stella Macartney hasa pretty box!, escada and polo ralph) etc etc etc.. wow! too overwhelmed by these gifts! happy indeed! plus my viva la juicy from Juicy Couture! :p love reading those birthday cards too! tiang made me a huge board! and loi said i'm quite nonsense and like a kid, but my character cheered up his day! :p

basically all the wishes are like " stay pretty always...." haahhaaha guess i give people a very girly impression, cos i receive like lots of make up stuffs, less accessories this time. haha. and I'm many people's sunshine! :p


photos will not be in random order:

my lovely cousins!

the birthday boy on the 11th!
Celeste's Princess: Fairy Erika!

Shermain love, from XEON way back in year 2005 when we were still freshies! and she never fails to mention about Leroy. haha :p

candid!

aunty alice who looks like mummy!

they insisted i should bite the 2.. but i cant!

HAPPY ME!

Wish wish wish...

Allan popped that huge popper right beside me :s

Felinda testing her polaroid function in her iphone

PQ! my primary sch bestie till now! dad always brings me and her out when we were younger!

my presents! w/o pic of bro's gift. anyway he bought me a HP officejet printer. 4 in 1 some more.. i only asked for a color printer!

Family portrait (that's eugene btw) *roll a million times of eyes* LOL! mum forever so one sided :s

3/4E6.. spy where are u? lol

YJR! WEN WE MISS YOU!!

OEPS! YAY!

Closest TP camp friends!

TP OIE! Cannonz really oie me! waa shame shame! lol!

CHAMPIONS WE ARE! LOL LOL LOL!

JSXP 08! Melvyn went off to catch his flight! glad that he came! Huixian and Zhenhui went to attend another party!

PDCians! Shifu and gan ma never come! plus my wu ke qun also! angryyyy!lol.

Uncle number #1

MY SSICIANS! So touched to see them! cos fie msged me from osaka that she was trapped cos of typhoon but she managed to come back on time just for me! km came with my present too! shar and ks had to work and xq had sch! ben has army duty! king n elf is bz with wk too :(

Maternal side. Not all present! my doting cousins, uncles and aunties!

Paternal side.. wow! not all turned up.. less than half! hahaaha :p

Daddy turned up in time for my cake cutting! was assuming that he wouldn't come since he didnt even attend bro's rom. but well! i'm still daddy's favourite and baby girl! YAY! :D my mum really love hiding at the back. haha!

My cake! bottom tier was lychee martini, top tier was triple layer chocolate :p

Shermain Pan Xin Mei!

they called it my red bomb! lol. actually it was the envolope for the photos that I had developed for my guests as door gift :p mum printed all my envelopes. my inital plan was to handwrite!

My photo board! made by me and my jies!

Loi and Derek. I'm a dwarf like always even with heels :s

My PDCians!

Family!

Family

Family

Friends

Family

Sec school

TP

TP camp

JSXP 08

guestbook

My buffet spread which i got no chance to eat at all!

polaroid loves inside my guestbook! :)

After my party, we went DBL O to continue our night! well definitely I was taken advantage like always no idea why. i tried to avoid already. but anyway i wasn't sober of what's happening. i avoided drinking cos i dun wanna get wasted, and I remembered walking down alone from dbl o and slept outside or obar till kb came to find me..lol!

I puked non-stop. I dropped my contact lens. luckily i had great friends that night that protected me! and my mucus flow non stop didn't know why. haha! just had lots of fun! I tried to sleep but the boys constantly talked rubbish to me to keep me awake. bought me food and drinks. haha! well taken care of can! Anyway i woke up like 9am?! i tried to sleep back nevertheless!

reminisce my shanghai times where we always clubbed till 5am. had short smoking breaks and spend money drinking coke. LOL! but alcohol was definitely cheaper and I always got cheated to drink burbon coke which I seriously hated the taste! beer and liquor was my friend over there! too cheap! and the company was cool! My eyecandy danced with me :p haha but that's all PAST!

So week start with school again, waiting for another fun-filled weekend to come! i managed to catch up with Charlene and Jiawen over the week for dinner :) and friday was out singing KTV with double Js! haha! They are really my best company lah! always out for me! love them!

Saturday was out with jy to buy my Prada wallet and Chanel earrings, but no stock again! angry. nevermind i am happy with my PRADA! YAY!

Night was at Bottletree for ah ma's 86th! followed by jy's celebration at DBL O! wow! the company that night was way tooo superb! ENJOYED IT! all the people that came down from everywhere! ahaha! i got too high can! kept dancing non-stop! really lor i think my yjr really hidden dragon! all clubbers! tsktsk! everyone was so high! they tried to snatch my pouch to take the cards and sign out for their bags, but i hugged it! lol! the guy at bag counter thought i was drunk and i any-o-how sign for the bags! tssk! i am sober can, just a bit high. lol!

I wanna see those tak glam pics in jasmine's cam! Anqi havent upload last week's dbl o too! wow juicy gossip of last week's dbl o can! haha! these pics wer from kb's cam, and shortly after, low batt. wasted! haha!

Jy next time ask the same crowd down again for clubbing! ashley is soo HOT!

Took this for wen!

Haha la-sai portrait. LOL!

Bottletree dinner. family shot. left papa and me :p
Part of paternal side!

Ling and me
Ling, me and meiru
Us with some aunts

Thats about it! need to rush my assignments for now! busy beeeee me! &&&& DON'T FORGET TO WISH ME THIS SATURDAY OK PEOPLE! LOL!

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