HERE I COMEEEEE! :D

Flying off to Europe in a few hours time! Yet another white xmas!Yippie!

I am glad that my flight wasn't cancelled! yet not so glad cos I can't be in SG to spend me&markie's first xmas together :(

Cya'll :D I'll be home right before the countdown for 2011!

markie told me: "You mum takes care of you from 0 years old to 22 years old and I will take care of you from 22 years old to forever (:" awwwwww so sweet :p

Listening to the songs you recorded for me! ♥♥♥

♥♥♥Dedicated to Markie♥♥♥

I was told to write a post that could last for 10 days!

I spent the whole weekend with dearie! He was out with me shopping and feasting! hehe. fatness! We shopped everywhere, bought lots of stuffs, and decided to go for XLB at Nanxiang! slurps :p Then he left for MJ at his friend's place till 5am in the morning before waking up at 9am for Capoeira! We met up for shopping again! & dinner was at Coca! wooohooo~! YUMMMMYYYY :D

Dearie decided to accompany me on a Monday cos I was leaving on tues for my trip and he couldn't see me for the next 10days! he super emo, and make me emo as well :(((

trinkets of us (anyway i grew so fat & put on so much weight!) my goodness! arghhh! :

yummy yogurt ice cream!!! 3 flavours of mochi(s),nata de coco!!!!!, aloe vera! watermelon and 1 lychee. hahaha :D

WAH LAU EH! MY EYE BAGGGSSS!!! HORRENDOUS SIAA!!!

KTV on my jiemei's birthday! :D

Actually Markie's eyes is super small ok, not much white space left. HAHAHA STILL WANNA ACT BIG EYES! NNNNPP!

yum yum yum my xlb! slurps!

I became a terrible camwhore after dearie got his iphone4! hahahaha :D

My Markie is so amazing. I seriously don't know why. Eventhough I only know him for like 1 month & 1 week, yet it seemed like 2 years already! we talk anything under the sun, anywhere and everywhere! (Markie just speaks anyth without any considerations of location!tsk!) hahaha :D

He's like my guardian angel, cos he protects me very well and taught me how not to be taken advantage of. He's always there, like a solutions hotline. Everything is solved after a call (:

We talk things. Sometimes too much, and we will have very bad disputes. We argued about money cos I'm terrible at managing my finance. I am not realistic sometimes, and Markie will teach me how to think practically.

Despite this, Markie is still like my best friend. We laugh & gossip about our past. We would share how was our day and he is forever so attentive about what was I talking and would give me good suggestions when I need advices. Markie is no shy boy in front of me. We show no formality and are so comfortable with each other. He just behaves like how he is with his friends.

♥I love you, because everyday you will tell me how much you love me & miss me.♥ I love you, because you respect my thoughts and feelings. ♥ I love you, because you are so serious about me and will not try to toy my feelings. ♥I love you, because you will prioritise me before anyone.♥ I love you, because you are truthful about your thoughts and never try to be pretentious.♥ I love you, because you will try your best to protect me.♥ I love you, because you will consider my feelings before doing anything.♥ I love you, because you wanna share your future with me. ♥I love you, because you like and appreciate of who I am. ♥I love you, because of the many reasons why I love you.

Baby, please don't be sad & take care of yourself when I'm not around ok? Meanwhile pls rest well and had a wonderful xmas celebration over at JL's place! I wished I could join you guys! awww :( join the guys for MJ/clubbing after that too ok?! &&& I hope to see the new room when I am back! hehe :D PAINT TCO TURQUOISE! I'm gonna miss you badly :(

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!!!!!!!!! wah! I wan him as my bf! hahahaha :D

I only can say 岁月不留人! lol :p (markie is now rolling his eyes & say why I like that!)

aiseh aiseh, TP waterpolo VC & lifeguard lehhhhh!!!!! LOL! but now the 6 pacs now asking for abit of merger lah. hahaha :D

I better start going for a run with baby soon! we need to keep in shape and cannot be complacent. later all clothes cannot wear!

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Thank you baby for the 4 songs that you had sang for me. I love it. Please me guai when I'm not around & remember to miss me all day long ok! muacks ♥♥♥♥

What's wrong with me?

I seriously need reflect on my attitude & tantrums. My poor bf is constantly riding on this emotional roller coaster ride. I feel so guilty about it that I told him I wanted to give up on this r/s. I am so bad!!!!! argh.

His love for me always exceeds the love I have for him, no matter how much I love him :((( I must really treat him better & stop being a such a kid. kick those bad habits away!

remind myself: I NEED TO TREASURE MY DEAREST BF x INFINITY TIMES.

p/s: boyfriend I love you. Thank you for being so understanding. & please try not to ask so much 'why'. gamsia. hahahahahaha :D

回忆很可怕；

我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘

曾为他相信明天就是未来

情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望

我的心深深伤过却不会忘

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢?

伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗?

如果还有遗憾是分手那天

我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来

若那一刻重来 我不哭

让他知道我可以 很好

this song is running in my mind;

飞机已离开机场

你选择了前往你的方向

不再迷惘

忘了我们爱的过往

忘了我给你的伤

学会坚强

从前的我不懂你牺牲多大

为我失去朋友不讲

还放弃了所有梦想

觉得没怎样

不会将心比心去想

让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你

我会仔细的聆听

你对我说的一言一语

我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心

对你好好的去珍惜

请你相信我的心还是爱你

我想再重来一次

回到过去弥补你的伤

没那种事

怎么做才能够停止

后悔竟伤你如此

不再放肆

为何总到失去才懂的难过

当你在我身边的时候

总是为我默默守候

都是为我的错

错过这难得的拥有

就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你

我会仔细的聆听

你对我说的一言一语

我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心

对你好好的去珍惜

请你相信我的心还是爱你

Happy 1st ♥

Thank you baby! ♥♥♥♥♥

my new ipod nano for running! hahahahahaha :D

&&& the new BB bold 2! :D baby insisted that he buy this so his presence can always be by my side! (Phone is smth i can't live w/o) he got himself an iphone 4 too! bcos he dropped his 3gs into the toilet bowl! hahahahahahahahahhaa :D

I made him a calendar filled with love!

♥♥♥ hope you like it baby!

Today 13dec marked the first month we got tgt, yet it seemed like we had been tgt for many many years! baby, I had said what I wanna tell you in the letter, and to add on, nth is gonna change even these gifts don't come alright? don't be too hard on yourself (: loveyou!

i like life simple.

I seriously have tons of pics to share, but no time! I am flying off to Europe in 8 days time! wheeeee :D (bf no sad ok, we wadsapp wadsapp! )

cut short, Me & Gerri went on a high tea at Regent Hotel on a Monday! Taitai wannabe ok! :p

Next up, deb's wedding last friday at Orchard Parade Hotel! and we went Timbre and rochor tau huay after that :D

Sat was spent with bf & family! we went to USS to catch the fireworks and Markie's bro treated us to Hardrock cafe for dinner! Markie drove me out for supper with the rest of his friends. Mutarbak is love! yum yum yum :D

Baby, hope you like my present! &&&&& you know Markie always sang me songs through the phone or webcam, but last night he literally sang LIVE to me. I felt so awkward can! awwww seriously! haahhaaha I feel so shy! :D

Look at Angel, so adorable! thats her favourite toy! she is a super drama queen okay tsktsk.

Baby got me a Ipod Nano today! yay yay yay :D & we had yummilicious ice cream and pudding plus baby's first time trying escargot! hahaha :D so funny! went town to watch Rapunzel! FINALLYYYYYY! chiong to Zara to get my coats! I can't resist my temptations and I gotten 2 for my Europe trip. tsktsk.

I am going to bed! I have so much to do yet little time! :(

MY BF WANTS A POST!

Because my BF wants a post about him! Now he's striking and not singing me a song after like so many days since 'my heart will go on'. no good!

Sooooo BF finally got me a pair of bedroom slippers! we were waiting for a pasar malam to come before we get one! :D we got an uglier Melody cos the prettier one was twice the price! so not worth!

Went back to bf place for dinner. yummy yum yum! :D Markie's mummy did not cook our fav chicken tonight, but still I enjoyed the dinner! Actually both of us had nothing much to do, so I read him some stories from the Aesop Fables and help him squeeze those black heads from his nose! poor boy, his was screaming and his tears were streaming out. LOL! hahaha :D Our night ended shortly.

Deb's wedding, Markie's parents' bday and our 1st monthsary! so looking forward! But I doubt there will be any plans since Markie is on serious budget. oh wells!

I hope Angel will leave my Melody slippers alone and not meddle with her!

My world is beautiful (:

Tis the season to be jolly, falalalalalalala~

I finally submitted my last few assignments of the semester today! YAY! now its time to countdown to my vacation to....... EUROPE! wooohoooooooooooooo! miu miu, lv, loewe, chanel, prada..... come come come! :D

Jiayou for your exams!

I ate like my tummy got worms for the past few days :((((

SOOOOOOO SAD TTM!!!! I NEED TO STOP EATINGGGGG!

Baby insists that he sings a new song for me every night (EXCEPT JAY CHOU) tssssssk! haha. BF you are wonderful! (:

my jukebox plays me a love song every night before bedtime! ♥ ♥ ♥

We dream talk after dinner, so here's how it goes:

(Discussing our financial status etc etc)

Baby: Dear I wanna suggest to you a proposal. A few years down the road we will need money for wedding, so maybe a few months later we can set up a joint account?

Me: Huh.. must save money? Okok lets calculate how many banquet tables we need. You see ar, now market rate is about 1.6k per table on a weekend. and I want it at Ritz Carlton. So estimated if one year raise a 100bucks, by the year 2018 will be 2.2 k for a table. WAH!

Baby: then how many tables?

Me: ok you see i got alot of friends..

baby: I also got alot, those Tom Dick Harry. All must invite meh?

Me: No lah, I'm saying you see arh, my YJR, den Anqi, Th, my nie friends, my colleagues, my shanghai friends, my poly friends... then my family... my bro had 25 tables!

Baby: oh ok like that reasonable. (count count count) so roughly you need about 20 tables.

Me: Ok then you baby, how many you need?

Baby: my family very small, plus friends about 10 tables.

Me: ok we need 30 tables. WAH! 30 x 2.2k is ...... (he took his phone and start calculating)

Baby: Ok 60k! just nice 6 years, every month each person must contribute 500.

Me: 500!!!!!!!! so much???

Baby: ok 300?

Me: Huh can don't want?

Baby: Can..... but instead of 6 years it will take 12 years only.

Me: orhh...

and it goes on and on.........

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Papa Lim so sweet! Tell me to come often! :D I love the food prepared by mama Lim too! yummy! Angel super drama queen can, and she is a huge jealous pot. boohoo. cannot see me and markie together. but she is still so adorable! I love to cover her eyes with her ears! hehe :D

thank you for always cheering me up!

Hey dearest, jiayou for your exams wed, fri & sat! :D