Monday, May 31, 2010

All about my long weekend!

This long weekend was very well planned and spent. me like*

I got up early on thursday morning to have my favourite breakfast, shopped around, run errands and settled some misc stuffs.

Boy and I decided to go on a date at Timbre substation later that night. I missed my girls night out at Timbre, we havent been going for ages! And best part is when nick is around, I'm well taken care of. I don't have even decide what food or drinks to order everytime we're out for a meal ;p

I have to order my roasted duck pizza everytime despite eating only some of the crust. hehe. buffalo wings is love too! yuummmy! my must-order at Timbre everytime! we paid about 150bucks that night, super well spent! the very last time was about 300bucks for 6 of us.. haha. seriously I don't mind having this as my weekly hangout cos I really do enjoy my night there everytime (: we were there for 3 sets of The Good Fellas! love. I managed to listen to all my dedications! (: I have a few top favourites! AWESOMEEEEEE!



We left at about 2am, skipped rochor beancurd cos boy was tired. And DBL O is gonna be back on June4th at Queen St! near boy's place! I'm out of clubbing for the longest time! I think my bones are old :(







Daddykong got us breakfast in the morning. Oh and to add on, my boy is very very very x 10000... TROUBLESOME! he takes too much time to style his hair to the parting that I like and he takes too much time to ask me to pick what he should wear! raahhhrahhh. HAHA :P *opps*


We returned home later, bought lunch for my grandma and got ready to go Resort World as planned! yay yay yay! ;D The queue was extremely long and it was so crowded!





MTV King lehhh~ act only.. lol



hum sap.. lol!




Ip Man... -.- LOL!





Free chocs given when u enter the shop. hmm too bad i'm not a chocolate lover.













see! he made me carry all the barang barangs we bought.. lol!!


Yummy popcorns from Garrett! we had caramel and cheese!


Dinner was at Hard Rock Cafe!




The crab dip was fantastic can! we were so full and couldn't eat any desserts :(


went back to vivo for some shopping before going back!









Look at my boy! silly lah! haha! :D


Everything that day was perfect including the weather! :D cept that boy had a migraine. poor him. and he still brought me out for much fun. thankyou darling!


We went for lunch on sat before Sundown. so much that I didnt wanna eat but boy forced carbo down on me. boohooo. haha Shokudo is forever serving yummlicious food! :D bought his power gel before sending me home.


Met my girls at the shuttle bus point later that evening. initially jt didn't wanna go cos both of us havent been training as hard like yy did. Plus my ankle kept failing on me since my last fall. I'm not sure I could even do more than 2km. school had been so busy and I didn't even have time to go for any run. boohoo. and I havent passed my napfa for don't know how many donkey years can. I'm always on MC for a month during napfa period. LOL! I can shop for many many hours, but doing exercise is totally not my cup of tea can. My friends thought I had gone nuts to go for this. lol. wth~











HQ and SY started earlier and we only started at about 745pm. I completed at about 1hr 28mins, and called boy right after i found my girls and got my bag. and the first thing from him was "wah why so fast ended?" tssssk! plus the whole road was blocked, we walked from the cargo point all the way to changi's bbq pit to catch a bus can! angryyy. But luckily I was in time to see boy before he went for his 42km. hehs :) totally no appetite for dinner and we slacked till almost 2am before I headed home.


And what's best was I couldn't sleep and waited for boy to complete his race. Finally he finished his 42km at 6:13 hrs. and barely after sleeping for 2 hours, he had to wake up to celebrate mummykong's birthday.

We went to the Prima Revolution Restaurant over at Harbourfront. boy and my legs were aching and we're super tired! had a quick lunch before going vivo for some shopping and caught SATC2 where boy slept in few parts of the movie. Had dessert later followed by soup spoon for dinner. we visited mohawk Schnauzer again! super duper adorable! I wanna bring her home can! so cute lah! I felt so tired that I slept in boy's arms on the way home.

I really lazed my monday away, doing absolutely nothing. HAHA. darling here's a gentle reminder that you have 20 more days LOL! I had been looking at our pics recently and realised my boy had been smiling alot in those pictures! me like*

i'm missing you already darling :)



Sunday, May 30, 2010

Longer and longer weekends pls?

I had been meeting boy for almost everyday this week except mon!

Tues: nydc tamp 1with boy
wed: out with t&t before meeting boy to get his running shoes at suntec
thurs: scouted for new iPhone cover with boy and went Timbre for dinner till almost 2am. Boy had much alcohol, meanwhile we enjoyed The Good Fellas :) yay we gt the songs we dedicated for 3 sets!
Fri: breakfast bought by daddykong and we went vivo n RW later to explore! We bought lots of chocs and went HardRcok for dinner:p boy got me my iPhone cover :p
sat: had lunch tgt at shokudo to load carbo for sundown. Boy says if I complete in an hr he'll buy me a Burberry bag. Mingkai also say he'll chip in. Kns! Haha. But anyway I completed it in about 1hr n 30mins or less. I dun knw how I managed to finish thou cos I didn't train for it at all zzz. Looked for boy n his Tkd friends later when they were queuing for their 42km. Had dinnr with yy before heading home.
Sun: boy completed at abt 5/6plus.. And he's now home sleeping. Daddykong asked me to go for mummykong's bday lunch at revolution restaurant later. I need to get out of my bed n stop Nua-ing already!

I think my ankle is gone :( old injuries and now it's back.
To add on, I can be as nasty as I want. I'm not gg to be so merciful about anything from now onwards. Better get what I mean while reading this. Bitch.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Monday, May 24, 2010

Its monday night, and I'm feeling migraine.

Bro decided to adopt another dog and we went over to Dogmillers over the weekend hoping to bring a doggie home. We had even made plans to go to his friend's pet shop immediately after that. But at the end, we didn't manage to bring it home cos they have to come to our place for inspection. really hope everything can go smoothly and Baby will have a new friend.


Bro related me the story that the dogs there were kept to breed puppies and sell the puppies to the pet shop. and cos the owner could not afford to keep them anymore, they were all abandoned, but luckily someone took them all in (: there's no puppies adoption or for sale of dogs over there, only for sincere owners with a genuine heart. Yup after their puppies were sold to the pet shop, puppies would be lucky if someone buys them, if not they will be put to sleep once they reached 1 year old. sighs.


Dazzle the quieter white mini schnauzer caught our eyes, and Tabby is another mini salt pepper schnauzer that is exactly like Baby but very dominant. hmm, bro had put Dazzle as preference! YAY! I hope Dazzle can join our Tan family soon :p


So after that we went for lunch at WS's hk cafe and home to bathe before meeting Baby for dinner at Vivo's Marche with his friends. We had so much food! yumyummm! We decided to go ice skating at Kallang Leisure Park but changed our mind and headed to ECP for prawning!

Its my first time prawning! I thought it might be smelly and dirty, but it wasnt! and lady luck was at our side, our team caught the most prawns! hehe. Baby shelled the biggest and most succulent prawn for me! yummmmyyyyyy! Jacky sent us home after that (:








We caught Shrek 4 on sunday! 3D some more okay! haha well the effects wasn't that fantastic. before that we went to buy his new phone and his iphone will be passed down to me. haha. We had brunch at Iluma and dinner was at the new restaurant called Nando.

I have no idea why am I having such a huge migraine now. i need to rest soon! goosnight world! I am so looking forward to my vacation! :D

Sunday, May 23, 2010

You are self-centered.

I wished there was no comparisons in life. I wished we get easy contentment in life. Often said, but difficult to follow.

I hate comparisons, its like there's a battle inside my heart, with a good and bad voice. Its scariest when you know a person too well. You can decipher every action, every expression and every word the person is making. Just with that look from the eyes, you know something is not right. That is what I am afraid to see every time.


I guess I need more time, more time to adapt and know you better. I guess so.... how long?

Saturday, May 22, 2010

YJR IS LOVE

Its been exactly 2 months since YJRians gathered (excl ohq n lpw)! We laughed like nobody's business and talked so must crap and nonsense together! I really those times! we need to meet up soon! lol!

CELS ended! YAY! HOLIDAYYYYY! :D
I met my supervisor today, it was quite fruitful and I really feel the tension and excitement coming up!
TYY was super nice to queue the package for us and I collected for bb too! :p

We're going dinner with his poly friends tomorrow! YAY! :D I can't wait to watch Shrek this weekend. hehe :D




I'm really sorry for causing you so much pain. Find another girl who can give you her 100%. Don't miss me anymore. Move on ya (:

Friday, May 21, 2010

what the fuck is this?

SERIOUSLY I AM NOT OBLIGED TO HELP U DO IT AND YOU STILL CAN BE SO ATTITUDE ABOUT IT! YAH CALL ME WHEN U NEED HELP, AND FORGET EVERYTHING ABOUT IT LATER ON. WOW!


YOU ARE ALWAYS NEVER GRATEFUL FOR THE THINGS DONE FOR YOU AND IS ALWAYS SO SELFISH ABOUT IT.


CONTINUE TAKING THINGS FOR GRANTED, BETTER NOT REGRET WHEN IT IS GONE.


don't talk bullshit stuffs to me and try to convince me that you are always right ok? DO YOUR OWN REFLECTION!

Thursday, May 20, 2010

CELS CAMP FINALE!

We watched The Last Song over the weekend at Vivo, and the whole cinema was filled with girls sobbing, which included me as well :p


Graduation Day 18th May 2010


My digital story is finally up with recordings, images and songs! Tomorrow will be the last day of the camp and we'll be having a vacation till jul when practicum starts! YAY! I'll spend most of my time at home to save up for my upcoming Aussie trip (:
So much of arranging to go Timbre Substation tonight, yet I changed my mind last minute not to go. I got back from school, took a nap and it gave me spliting headaches. I was quite troubled and annoyed by some incidents recently. And I used avoiding as my solution. I really can't wait for the camp to end so I will not have to face someone anymore.... I'm really puzzled with all the guesses going around and asking me to confess on something which I hardly have any idea about. I'm gonna throw em' aside and have fun with my girls! :D
YAY YJRR is readyyyy!

Their simplicity showed how complicated I was

More and more "stories" going around; I am extremely disappointed with this "PLACE".
2 more days and I'm outta CELS camp.....! woohoooo~

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Dilemma

I feel that I'm not working myself to the max. My digital story is like crap :/


Its time that I should stop bothering/worrying about people and start to show more concern to myself. I'm neglected. I felt a heavy heart sank at the bottom. I don't know how to put across how I feel. I kept quiet. My body is screaming for a rest. I'm trying extremely hard, but old problems keep surfacing and I don't know how to feel numb about it.



Anyway, today I witnessed/experienced 2 incidents which I totally grossed out. A liar and A hypocrite. What a combo I got today.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

1 year 6 months, 18 months, 383 days

Love is so simple.

Spending time at the bookstore reading and sharing our own favourite books. We talked about our travel plans with lonely planet guide and I'll read little love quotes for you.

I like our own personal time together. Family dinner followed by rochor beancurd. We took an hour bus just to spend more time talking and be in each other's arms.

Having a whole weekend with baby was perfect. I wanna explore more places or just chill out at some beautiful places. Quality time is what we are working towards now.

Friday, May 14, 2010

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Thats why I love you

Baby boy brought me to satisfy my crave for Spicy pork shabu udon at shokudo today! yummmy! we had ah chew dessert again too! YAY! :D full to the max can.

While on our way back, my silly boy suddenly asked me if I am his girlfriend.

boy: Bb are you my girlfriend?
me: of cos lah, why?
boy: cos like never official mah, i nvr ask u officially..
me:oh ok, you ask now lor..
boy: huh i don't want. last time I ask so many times you also never tell me..
me:ok u ask now
boy:will you be my girlfriend?
me:I see how... hahahahaaha!
boy:huh see see see ur pattern again
me:aiya okok u ask again k? huh u mean I am not ur gf all the while? wah! means i can date other guys too *eyes open wide wide*
boy:no lah! what what!
me:okok u ask again??
boy:don't want lah, later u never ans, very ps to ask one you know..
me:lol! okok u ask *hook hook pinky and stamp chop* I promise I ans k?
boy: will you be my girlfriend?
me: huh huh?? u mumble wad?
boy: see lah! i dun want to ask already!
me: okok one last time.. haha!
boy:will you be my girlfriend?
me: ok... (fighting to say "rmber to sms me when u reach home!")


baby its our 1 year and 6 months today on 14TH MAYYYY!
time flies like nobody business! haha.

He was poo pooing in the toilet and smsing me at the same time just now. disgusting lorrr!
HAHAHA:D




" You are not JUST my gf, you also my love and the most important person in my life (:"

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Great sense of achievement!

We didn't have to go school today cos it was online work at homeee! weee~! I happily woke up at 11am and realised I posted my assignment at the wrong place and the deadline wad 11am! I was a total gan jiong spider, called tyy for rescue! I rang my tutor a couple of times and dropped her an email and a voice msg. I was extremely worried can. I was telling baby about it, and then he told me to try to call her again. it was lunch time so i thought it was unlikely that she would pick up my call. but she did and was about to reply to my email! yay! very relieved! :D thanks baby!


I spent my whole afternoon doing my reflection and editing my story before meeting baby for dinner at tamp. I had been pestering him ONE WHOLE DAY for something, and finally he gave in! woohooooo! *hook hook pinky finger & stamp chop* promise this June 1st to 20th okayyy! hehe :p


Today I felt like we were once back to when we first got together. My smiles were genuinely from my heart and the feeling of missing you had never been that strong for the longest time. I know I never make a wrong choice, and I wont regret this choice made. I really feel like telling the whole world I'm so in love with my you and you're the bestest thing in my life.

I couldn't imagine my happiness slip away because I didn't hold on tightly. I'm happy now everyone. I truly am. (: I really thanked all of you for being my my side all these while when I was down, and I would just cry and cry over the phone, or listening to my heartbreaking stories time and again. None of you left me, you all stood by my side to watch me stand up and embrace what's ahead again. thank you.

All the hurt and damages had been done, time could not turn back. I'd opened my heart, for him to made up for what had been done, and to prove to me once again that I will never regret entrusting my heart to him. It was a million chances and a million last time.

If ever one day that things might not work out anymore, I would definitely smile and bid goodbye.


Oasis- Don't look back in anger (current fav)




Love is so unexplainable.

BFF (not by me!)

In a far far away land, there lived a cute little princess. She is called Princess Tara. Her favourite hobby is reading and playing with toys. She would ask her servant to read to her every night before she sleeps. She would also ask her servant to play toys with her as well. Princess Tara was the envy every girl on this land.

Everyone wanted to be like her especially Princess Bitsy. Princess Bitsy and Princess Tara are “Best Friends Forever”. They do almost everything together like sleepover, movie night and etc. However Princess Bitsy was always jealous of Princess Tara.


One bright sunny morning, Princess Tara decided to go out for an ice-cream. She ordered a strawberry ice-cream and a strawberry shortcake ice-cream. Princess Tara asked that there must be rainbow sprinkles as well. She ate and ate till she was about to explode. And explode she did, she vomited her ice-cream out. Princess Tara felt terrible and she was about to faint.


Luckily Prince Daniel from near near away land appeared and caught her in his arms.


With all his might, Prince Daniel carried Princess Tara to a nearby wizard’s clinic. Upon checking on Princess Tara, the wizard let out a huge sigh. The wizard explains, “She is in grave danger. She was poisoned.”



Monday, May 10, 2010

filled with love.

You called me immediately after knowing I scalded my feet with a hot bowl of soup. Y




I had insomnia last night till 515am in the morning when I finally fall asleep. Barely 2 hours later at 630am,I had to wake up and prepare to go school. My assignment for tomorrow is to write an individual story. there are too much components to be included. I am stucked. rahrah. Me and you - awkward.

"goodbye, he's a real lucky man to have you"

Back track to last wed, having a good chillout and dinner at Timbre, and Rochor beancurd. slurpps. 6 makes a good number to hang out.



Surprise Thursday! had Mos burger followed by 3 bowls of ah chew dessert with baby! woohooo! satisfied my dessert crave :p
Friday was out to town with JT for manicure and having our defaults. hehe. I only bought 2 tops from F21, nothing much to buy thou. I decided to surprise baby later on at his training ground :p
Saturday! baby had no training again today! weeee~! so we went pat tor and peep at my favourite dress. we didnt buy it at the end cos bb thought the dress was so simple and it doesnt worth the price. hmm. we walked around and went to Jam's at Ion Prologue to chillout. It was pouring heaviliy outside and we had to wait for the rest to end their movie before meeting them for dinner. shopped around and eat x100000 everywhere. it was BT's birthday and he gave us a treat at Sakura. We had a wonderful time! enjoyed ourselves to the maxx! ;D I had fun playing with the SLR! I quite bored during their game and started to snap snap here and there :p sorry to my victims. can't wait to see the pics being uploaded. haha :D We coincidentally bumped into Melvyn that night too. Baby, that night was AWESOME ;P
my instruction to baby was: "focus on my Chanel earrings can?" LOL!

I was home on Sunday, sleeping till about 2pm. haha. I had to skip Baby's Mother's Day dinner. the food looks yummilicious from his photo tags for me. hehe.
Anddddddd the workshop starts tmr! :((( cannot sleep in any longer. zzz to the max. 2 weeks! hang on! really love/hate for school sometimes. aha. I have to go sleep sooon! tata world, I hope to see baby this tues night. hehs.
Its the good old times we shared that didn't stop me from loving you anymore. This didn't came easy, but I'm willing to give my one and only best shot left this time. And hope its 'over' like what you had said, and I will not regret giving this last shot. It has to be worthwhile.
From now on, we're gonna build more memories together.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Tonight before I sleep

I had been searching for where my heart belongs to for the longest time. Actually it was with u all the while.
Without anyone, I might still be the same, but without you I know how tough life's gonna be. I'm thankful that ur back. It's never too late for me to cherish u again. Baby, sorry that I was unsure and uncertain for our r/s. From now on, I'll definitely give my 101% like I did before (: love u deep deep okay :p

Friday, May 7, 2010

Surprises!

Finally satisfied my Ah Chew dessert crave! yay yay yay! ;D
more surprises for you ok bb love!

We are going pat tor tmr again! yay! no training! yippie! I'm going to bring baby to see the dress I had been eyeing for the longest time. hehehe.


Although I had a bad start today, but i managed to have my ccf, milk tea ans fruits! plus pretty fingers. yay yay yay yay :D

Thursday, May 6, 2010

I had a great dream this morning! :D

Timbre Arts House & Rochor Tau Huay. what else can I ask for on a wednesday night? The Good Fellas sang Shaggy's Angel! Tonight ended too early, I wanna go Timbre Substation tmr. yumyum my roasted duck pizza :p

Meeting baby later! I'm really excited to see him after 4 long donkey days! YIPPIE YAY YAY YAY ;D

no more Ip Man 2 ok? cos I watched twice, and I don't wanna go for the third. can't wait for Shrek to be out. hiaks!

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

better weekend up next

Tara baby is love. hope she is feeling better now. nick brought her out for an ice cream date with me on friday night before sending James to the airport for his Taiwan training.

She was such a good girl that night. putting on the pretty hairband I got for her, and happy with her care bear toy. we shopped at every toy shop and shared a triple scoop of different strawberry ice cream with colourful rainbows at haagen daz. nick calls Tara my bff ;p

We also went for a porridge buffet at Quality Hotel and Timbre substation! I really like Timbre, when it is less crowded and we don't have to queue up. haha :D

Caught Iron Man 2 at Marina Sq on sat. I almost lost his bag :( hope the popcorn combo set cheered him up! :D This movie didnt have much climax compared to Ip Man 2. We went for dinner before heading for Karmen's 21st birthday at Changi. Was extremely tired. yawns.





Sunday was at Iluma watching Ip Man 2! *pssshhhpshhhhpssssssshhhh x10* hahahaa! I was very agitated during the movie, cos of the disparity of human beings! we snacked and slacked before we had dinner. weekend just zooomed off like that! :( I hope he didnt have trainings every sat, so we can spend more time tgt.


I had been painting my room and now I'm left with one side of the wall! yay! :D we're gg Timbre again tmr!!!! I wanna hear Shaggy's Angel performed by good fellas. haha. goodnight world. is half past 2am. I need my sleep.