The decision I made ruined myself completely today. i regretted totally.
I've already been so consistent, yet me being so foolish, thinking that everything will be under control. It stirred up my emotions once more, and i really cried my heart out this time for being so hideous of my own feelings. the 2 weeks had been completely wasted. really.
Now that I have known the reasons, don't tell me about there's still feelings and all. Don't tell me all the nicest things in the world. because nth is able to replace your absence. zillions of sorry can never ever make up for whats left undone. I really miss your presence in my life, yet I don't know when will you return one day.
Yeah, I am the bad one in this r/s afterall. All my fault for not being a good girlfriend to you. & there is no more chance to make up to you. sighs. It really takes lots of fate to meet one random person in your life and make him your lifetime partner. I've found mine, but turns out it didn't last.
I've already been so consistent, yet me being so foolish, thinking that everything will be under control. It stirred up my emotions once more, and i really cried my heart out this time for being so hideous of my own feelings. the 2 weeks had been completely wasted. really.
Now that I have known the reasons, don't tell me about there's still feelings and all. Don't tell me all the nicest things in the world. because nth is able to replace your absence. zillions of sorry can never ever make up for whats left undone. I really miss your presence in my life, yet I don't know when will you return one day.
Yeah, I am the bad one in this r/s afterall. All my fault for not being a good girlfriend to you. & there is no more chance to make up to you. sighs. It really takes lots of fate to meet one random person in your life and make him your lifetime partner. I've found mine, but turns out it didn't last.
I hate myself for ruining this relationship with my own hands. It was me who took you for granted all these while yet blaming you for everything. And at the end, you kept those reasons from everyone, even your family. I know they wanted our r/s to last, but now to their disappointment that it couldn't.
Lets stop contacting each other from now on. I can't move on with us hanging like this. Its really killing me. Every details of you takes me a step backwards. I am trying to avoid everything about you as much as I can already.
If I had cherished the good old times we shared. I really miss you very much.
If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand
If you reach emptyness
You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone
Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend
When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am
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