I had a 40% and 50% test today. I was complacent, I didn't study much. I suddenly lost interest in what I'm doing and not putting my heart to do it at all. I really feel like giving up any moment and discontinue whatever it is right now. I'm fatigue to max.
Please, I really do want my motivation to be back, I'm really scared to lose it. I have no fucking idea what else can I do, I'm really dragging everyday, and avoiding reality.
After this whole ordeal, I want a month of rest with ample sleep. My ankle hurts badly and my cough is non-stop. I don't like my sickness to occur every now and then. I really need a break.
I missed our webcam nights. Goodnight, another report to rush.
last song.
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