I never told you

All my data was successfully retrieved (: and I hurried back em' up in my HD.

I ended up browsing all my pictures in it. came to a folder "Our Memories" and saw so much pictures of you taken by me when I first gotten my Sony cam. The first matching pouch was also bought by you, that was why I didnt wanna change my cam and sent it for servicing instead. Once you told me, you wanna capture every moment of me and keep it with you, so everytime you will take out your hp and started snapping pictures of me. When you first gotten your iphone, I remembered you taking a shot of me buying bubbletea at PS, and while waiting for our food at your aunt's bday don't know why if its telepathy that you wanted me to go to our fb to save our pictures in your phone, which I was already doing. There's really lots of things we had done without saying, and we would call each other copycats. haha. even when we hold hands together, we know the moment to start playing 'pepsi cola 1,2,3' by heart and see who was the winner. You would always make fun and imitate me when I got so irritated by you, and tried to step your feet.


I liked to capture your smiles, like a kid smiling so happily. I missed the times I would d.i.y. gifts for you, and collecting all your happy pictures and collage them altogether. Yet, because now I can't seem to be able to make you smile like how you were before when we first started.

I loved you, I wanna let you go so you can find the happiness that I eventually want to see in you. Its only your smiles that will make me happy. I wished I had constantly kept this in mind. sighs. oh wells.


I am moving on really well now. So I better not get myself get affected any further. Goodnight people, I want my days to be more productive.