Sat:
At Uncle Bobby's place having bbq and everyone enjoyed themselves (: WN was super nice to bake David a bday cake thou everyone was complaining that the cake looked like 2 pieces of black 'fa gao' held by a cement in the center. haha. what a description lah! cos the oreo cream really looked like some cement or something. lol. but its effort that counts! So sweet to have a friend to bake you a cake on your bday (: cab home later from jurong, super tired and still had to chiong my lesson plans. argh.
Sun: David treated us to Ion's Watami and we got him an ipod nano for his birthday (: I bought a zara belt and a SK necklace for aunt's bday. Zara was having mad sales, but i got no shopping urge! what is wrong with me??? :( I don't feel like shopping recently! I feel so upset can. boohoo.
Anyway gotta chiong lp again. I was at the sick bay today cos i had an abdominal pain and I almost wanna faint during flag raising. it really scared me out. luckily the pain subsided after lik a few hours. phews. Almost gt a SS impromptu lesson obs today! but i managed to escape. hehs. Hope my tummy feels better tmr.
My boy is serving the nation in 2 weeks time. My feelings went up and down like a roller coaster. Part of me feeling so emo about it, yet the other part tells me that I'm matured enough to handle it. plus he'll definitely book out during national day and there wont be 2 weeks of confinement. hmm. I feel so like...... sad. I get super affected. I wanna spend more time with him but I can't cos I have too much commitments and he had to meet up with his friends too. I don't know how should I juggle my time properly. Yep and I'm already scarificing my sleep just to maximise all my time already. Unless boy has something to do, then I would go catch up on my sleep. '
I'm like totally very screwed up in all ways lah. I had also been taking lots of med recently and putting my health at risk, not knowing what side effects they have on my body. yeah, i'm really taking my health like a joke. I have no choice, I feel damn crappy. I hope all these bad feelings goes off soon.
xoxo.
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