You know that path we walked today is super nostalgic to me. I almost could felt my heart stopped beating. It just reminded me of the days where we would walk from your place to town and back home again.
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After proj meeting today, I went down to visit grandma again. It was so awkward. My whole family was there. (literally 4 + 1 sis-in-law) My dad walked out, and left 4 of us there to accompany ah ma. she was so weak, and constantly feeling sleepy. she couldn't eat now, cos her bleeding will start again once she consumes food. she wanted to eat badly, and whined like a child insisting on having barley with ice cubes, cos she was having fever and felt so warm inside her body and she thought having iced drinks would make her feel better. I was standing at the other side of her bed massaging her arms constantly cos she said her arms were so pain and sore. I had nothing to say to her, yet I hope I could help as much as possible. btw I was very pissed with a comment that mom made. (not to mention here)
I saw another side of my aunties and uncles at ah ma's hospitalisation. It was really heart warming. Everytime I was at the ward, I didnt wanna leave. I just wanna have the feeling forever. sadly I had to go off everytime becos of my assignment stuffs. looking at how all my aunties worries for ah ma always wanna make me cry. I just hope everyone would stay positive and strong! Even if ah ma was to discharge, she would probably just be home and wait for that day to come. there's like no chance for full recovery anymore. :(((
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Days are getting worse and worse these days. I remembered Master Khor said that a guy will hate me for the rest of his life. and indeed I had met one. for now I can't really confirm about it, but I guess so? blame myself for being such a slut/bitch. And you who is such a sore loser as well. I'm glad that you smsed me to get out of your life and told me this was such a crap. Seriously the last thing you should do is lose your temper on a girl. thou I know this is the 3rd time, but still you should not have said that. but I have to admit that its my fault anyway. And pls stop smsing me and ask me all kinds of qn when u had deleted me away from your fb and all. this is so contradicting. I will just suck thumb and accept all kinds of comments like I'm leeching you and leading you on blah blah blah.....
Because I know who is in my heart, and no one could replace my boy.
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YJR gave me a surprise at MBS that night. thanks babes! ya'll so awesome (:
btw, MBS is totally overrated. My level 31 room facing the marina bay was really fantastic, but the pool, park, staffs, crowded lobby and casino was not really what I had expected.
i was in my flip flop, longchamp and beach dress tgt with vivi. (we both very chalet-ish)the staff just directed us to the normal hotel room queue where it was super slow and tons of pple queuing (imagine First World hotel lobby in Genting) so we walked over to the other side, and I heard there was this lady in polo RL tshirt and a gucci tote checking us up and down. So what is it now? we can't afford? come on please. and when it was our turn the front desk told us we could go to the EXCLUSIVE queue for the casino members.(my aunt is a member) damn tsk. Next time go MBS remember wear a beautiful gown ok?!??! don't dress too sloppy hor! *roll eyes a million times* sorry i was not being arrogant or critical, but i detest people looking down at others for no reasons. argh lousy. I wont even wanna go back there anytime soon!
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gotta sleep soon.
Tmr's DED presentation, hope it goes well *cross fingers*
Uncle Felix's place in Sydney (:
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